When I was 7, my grandfather built my mom and I a brand new home. My sisters are 25 and 26 years older than I am, but mom put them in the deed with my name as well. Now years later, I am 34 years old and have had my struggles with addiction. I have been better than I ever had, but I have made a couple of mistakes with relapse, and it has been used heavily against me even though I have another sister who has used methamphetamine for 35 years straight, and the other sister used only a short period of her life and turned to God and stayed straight. My mom has dementia and is 77 years old. My biggest fear has been losing her. My husband and I drank the other night and were very mean to me. As I tried to flee from him, I hit the garage door, and it came off the hinges. It was fixed, but my sister thinks I'm not doing any better and that I'm a complete waste of time and wants mom in a nursing home for me not to take care of her anymore. Mom's dementia is not that bad yet. And she has always been very strong-willed and hard to deal with, but I have been doing my best in taking care of her. This has almost been a blessing because now it's her fear of being in a home that she is trying and listening to me a lot better. But my sister is saying it's too late. She is trying to find her a home and kicking me out with my son and husband. I just started motherhood again after letting my last son be adopted because I wanted him to have a better life, and my family always put in my mind that I was a waste of time. But those were lies from Satan. I am a great mom, and it was what I was meant to be. Because of my past, I don't have a good work history to be able to get a loan to buy out my sisters. It was my plan to always buy the house from my sisters. But they are wanting to sell now and kick me out of the house. I have no where to go, and I'm so sad all the time. This was my home and my security, and now I'm going to lose it along with my mama because I fear she won't last long in a home. I don't know what to even say to my sister. Please pray that I can keep my home and that she has mercy on me and lets me get the home for me and my family. I'm not trying to screw her out of money; I want to buy my two sisters outright. Please pray that I find the financial means to do so and that my mama gets to stay home or has the fight in her to want to live longer if she does go to a home. I feel my dreams have been ripped apart. I want addiction out of my life for good.
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Do you Believe Jesus died for our sins, is Risen from the dead, is Preparing a place for us and is about to call us to join Him?
Are you watching for Jesus in the Clouds of Glory? Jesus is about to call us to join Him!
We can do everything Jesus did and more! We can speak; sickness leave in Jesus! Be healed by Jesus stripes! I am healed by Jesus stripes! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
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There is nothing that happens for us that is bad. All things work for our good in Jesus! Look at everything as good!
Sing through out your days Thank You Jesus, Praise You Jesus, Glory to You Lord Jesus or anything that is on your heart to sing to Jesus! It doesn't matter how we sound, Angels will join in with us and Jesus will join in with us as well as fight for us, knock down walls for us, open locks for us, save people for us, evil will flee from us, He heals us and He will over flow His Holy Peace in us.
Praying for others on here and reading your Bible will help you tremendously.
I wanted to commit suicide once, I even came up with a plan. Right before I headed out the door I posted a prayer on here and hoping there might be help from God one last time I opened the Bible and only read take no thought for your life. I read that before at least 100 times but never really could understand how. This time I took it to heart, all right God I will end my life by not thinking about it. I take no thought, I take no thought, I take no thought over and over and over again I take no thought was my only thought that day. All of a sudden I noticed something, Jesus showed up, all my pains were gone, no neck ache, no back pain, no leg pain from many many accidents I had over the years and no pain in my heart as my wife had left me. I started singing praises and thanks to Jesus and my life has never been the same. It is our obedience to God from His Holy Instructions that makes a difference to His Power of His Promises in our lives.
Be a doer of Jesus friend, it really makes a difference! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Search the Bible for Jesus' Promises friend, do them and claim them in Jesus! Amen! Thank You Lord Jesus!
Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus.
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend.
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart.
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me.
Let Us Pray: God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You. I long for a more intimate relationship with You. God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8). Show me how to draw closer to You. Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life. Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life. God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7). I confess, I will take no thought for my life. I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34). I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily. Thank You Jesus for Your Promises! Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3). Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus. God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus, my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.