Please pray for me about this: I am currently in training for my new job. There are three other people training with me. As part of training, myself and the other people in training have to study through sets of resources that have been compiled for us. Two of the people in my training group have moved very, very quickly through those sets of resources which contain a LOT of information while myself and another person (who is elderly) have not moved as quickly as them. I was keeping up pace with these other two individuals at first. However, when the material became heavier, I started to get behind a bit as I was trying to properly process information (retaining information needed to help clients is very important in this job and I HAVE been retaining information well - it's very apparent to even my supervisor). The other coworker who also started to get behind was already struggling from the beginning to keep up (she seems to be struggling with the technology that we use and with studying/retaining the information we are studying for the job; again, she is elderly). Eventually, her and I were going at the same pace while the other two people in training have been moving extremely fast forward through the other resources completing the checkpoints for them. My supervisor and manager then gave me and this coworker who are behind two extra days to keep up with the other two individuals. I did my work for the day and clocked out with the intention of clocking in later in the day to do extra work to catch up. I just looked in my work email as I was going to log back in and my supervisor has now sent an email requesting that I move on to some different resources (while also giving me deadlines for reaching certain resources - to be honest I'm concerned about whether I can meet those deadlines as this is A LOT of information to study; I'm also concerned that if I'm expected to rush through these resources, I will not know what I need to know to properly help clients). I don't know whether the tone of the email is positive or negative but I'm beginning to question whether this is the right job to be at. I really believed that God had brought me here but this is starting to look like it may not work out. Maybe there is spiritual warfare involved influencing negative interactions with people at my job (I have posted before about spiritual warfare targeting me by using other people in my life/environment to attack me). My family needs this extra money that this job could have afforded us so badly. Please pray. Thank you.
