Theolland
Prayer Partner
I deeply regrettably saw a sex worker and I'm currently in the midst of a sickness I believe may be HIV and this is the worst possible punishment I could imagine destroying several specific hopes I have for my future. I have gotten some negative results (thank God) but they are too early to be considered conclusive. I'm awaiting more testing and in light of my symptoms becoming worse or at least not alleviating, am facing a lot of guilt, regret and anxiety. I feel pathetic and sinful and tainted. I fully believe, based on my symptoms, that I have this terrible virus and I truly believe the only hope for me not having it now is if God sees fit (though I don't know why he would but I pray nonetheless) to miraculously change and/or remove what is happening from my body. I pray that I don't have it, or that if I do I'll have the strength to face it but this seems very unlikely to me. Please pray for me and my parents as this will affect them as well, and I am causing them a great deal of stress which they do not deserve.
Please pray not only for my health but for me to redeem myself from this terrible sin. I beg this in the name of Jesus. Amen.
Please pray not only for my health but for me to redeem myself from this terrible sin. I beg this in the name of Jesus. Amen.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.