Elizabeth F
Humble Servant of All
Oh my dear family in Christ I am so grateful for your love and prayers and I am sorry to say this but if God won't end my suffering then I will have to. The only thing stopping me is not knowing how to do it and causing even more pain to my dear sister ###.
Please forgive me if this sounds self-pitying but I am ### years old and have suffered both physically and mentally most of my life. I am tired of fighting.
When I was told in hospital that if I didn't go to a specialist hospital for treatment I would die I now wish I had refused. I went through two months of hell only to come home and things are worse.
I feel as if God is punishing me for something.
Dear Jesus if you are hearing please let me know and bring an end to the physical and mental torture. I can't go on like this
Please forgive me if this sounds self-pitying but I am ### years old and have suffered both physically and mentally most of my life. I am tired of fighting.
When I was told in hospital that if I didn't go to a specialist hospital for treatment I would die I now wish I had refused. I went through two months of hell only to come home and things are worse.
I feel as if God is punishing me for something.
Dear Jesus if you are hearing please let me know and bring an end to the physical and mental torture. I can't go on like this


Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.