Suidicide

[Anonymous]

I have not left my bed in 3 days.  all I can think about is ending my life.  I have no support  and my family has cast me out.  My adult son is abusive towards me.  I have terrible pain form health problems that were caused by a serious suicide attempt two years ago.  I was assaulted by my boss.  I was a strong healthy adult and could do anything.  I loved water sports like surfing and skiing and I was a ballet dancer my entire life.  Now, because of the suicide attempt, I have no use of my legs.  I have no family or friends.  I am alone and scared.  I want it all to go away!!!  I have even prayed for God to let me go in my sleep.  I know I just need love and God provides us with perfect love which is hard to understand...I know I have a hard time grasping it.  I just ask for prayers to keep me alive and to  somehow supernaturally heal my legs and give me joy and companionship.  A loving friend or husband.  someone to help me when I can't get around to even feed myself.  I ask for prayers of strength that I am able to leave my abusive family and return back to the beach in Florida that I moved here from.  I know I can't understand how god makes out paths straight but I know he does.  I just prayed for someone that is having similar thoughts and my heart goes out to such pain!  I also got cut off form posting prayers last week and I was praying and replying to many prayer requests so I hope this person gets my reply!

Please help me get through tonight as I'm being very self centered in my fear  and I don't want to do anything to hurt myself.  I love all of you and I thank you for any and all prayers!!  I know I will be delivered by your prayers :heart:

Thank you Thank you!!!!

AMEN

 

[Hope4joy]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. Exodus 14:14

 

[Daniel H.]

I have prayed for your deliverance from suicide, abusive, family, and your move back to the beach.

 

[Ggal]

I am praying for your healing. I am sorry that life is so overwhelming and painful.  I hope you see God's love and comfort.

 

[hostadmin]

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