suicidal ideations because of my past sins

[Anonymous]

Please pray for me and the relationships & the lost souls in my life & my relationship with the Lord and others that I feel I threw out the window.   Someone accused me of throwing someone under the bus figuratively, but it was just fear. I don't know how I can evangelize when I have caused so many problems. I get suicidal ideations when I think of all that I have done. Jesus says that when someone loses their salt they are useless. Am I there? Is that me? It sure seems that way. One second I was full of joy and holiness and the next I'm a quivering babbling idiot that has gone too far. I feel that there is hope for everyone, but not me. Somehow, I feel that I am an exception to God's mercy because I broke down and everyone saw/heard about it, so now I am of no value. Am I useless? How can I be useful when I've been called a mess.

 

[YahshuaLovesUs]

May our Heavenly Father answer your prayers according to his will. I prayed for this in the name of our Salvation Yeshua HaMashiach Jesus Christ of Nazareth.

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

May God hear and answer your request according to His will, in Christ's Name I pray. Amen

 

[rich]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Wings Of Compassion]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[NEWHOPE]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Jeff in California]

I joined you in your prayer. Heavenly Father, we thank you for every dream you have placed in our hearts. We ask that you would bless us with the tools we need to bring them to fruition. Help us not to give up. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.

 

[hearme]

I have prayed for you in Jesus name.

 

[Saraha]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

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