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ForeverGrateful
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I have been suffering with depression and anxiety for the past 9 years. My dad passed away from heart failure, my nephew passed away in a car accident and mom passed away this year in a car accident. I suffered through a 5 year abusive relationship and now just got out of a painful 3 year relationship which he left and abandoned me. Somehow, I always lose everything and everyone I love. I have a good heart, I'm always quick to forgive and fight this battle as hard as I can and yet the pain never goes away. I cry out to God every day praying with all my faith and strength that He will release me from the pain. I have no friends and am not close to my family. I feel so alone and empty. I always have thoughts of wanting to give up to end my suffering because it's too much already. I always have trouble in every day life because I can't even function properly and now i'm struggling financially. I don't wanna suffer anymore... I can't do this anymore.. I feel like my heart just wants to stop.
