Anonymous
Beloved of All
Things are not going well right now. I thought this girl I've been talking to may have been the one I've been praying for, but she does not go to church and I don't think she's a Christian. I don't get it. I pray for a Godly women and these women that want nothing to do with God keep coming into my life. I thought maybe I would meet the right girl by now, but I'm starting to understand why people go through boyfriends and girlfriends so fast. Dating sucks. Why can't God just send me the right one and be done with it. Why do I have to go through all this crap, the sifiting out, the "Daring game," Garbage. Why can't God just make a wife for me like did for Adam. If he did why is.he making me wait so long to meet her. My Stsp-dad thinks I absolutely have to be dating to meet Me. right, or that I have to go to every social event to meet her. And that if I don't I'm gonna somehow miss her or something. I got others saying don't look for her and God will bring us together. Then others say I don't need to be.married at all. It's really messing with me. What do I do? I'm trying to trust God, but people keep telling me that finding my wife is.conditional and I don't do it right I will miss her. Or that I'm being too picky with whom I want to marry. It's an emotional roller coaster. Please pray God sends me the right.women to be my wife. Like tomorrow would be nice. Yesterday would have been nice. In Jesus name, Amen.