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jwoloszyn
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Please pray for me. I've been spending a lot of my time in prayer lately. My husband and I are getting a divorce and although I haven't left home, I will be soon. I was horrible to my husband for many years during our marriage and then I had an affair and lied to him a lot. God knows what I did, so I don't really need to go into all the lurid details, but it was all pretty bad. We reconciled 4 years ago and I've tried to make everything right. But he says I haven't changed and can't believe anything I say. That I'm no different than I was when I was being deceitful. I feel desperate to try to get him to see that I have changed, mostly within my heart. Please pray that God will help us through this, that he can heal our marriage and heal the damage done by me. I don't want my marriage to end. I may have sealed my fate four years ago, though, and I'm having a hard time accepting it. I still believe that God can work a miracle for us. I beg of you, please pray for me and please ask that he grants me his grace and mercy.
