Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayers because my spirit is down. I am filled with negative emotions. I have had migraine headaches for over a week now. Can't eat or drink because I am depressed. I met a man back in July and told him I was on a mission to find my husband and that he had to have a relationship with god. And he said he did. We exchanged numerous laughs n then numbers. Well we ended up talking a lot n went out on a few dates and then one day he was bringing me home and his wife yes u heard me wife(I had no clue) pulls up behind me an approach me n said what are you doing with my husband. He never wore a ring always have time for me. I was defeated... However I stayed by him because I felt love. I was happy. That was in October. Now we in December and I still haven't let him go.. However I now its wrong n its against god will but I try n brake ot off but end up going back to him. We have separated for four days. Meanwhile I am a single mom of four n kids with disabilities n don't really talk.. Their dad doesn't do much for them and we have a pretty much non existent relationship. Loads of jealousy and strife until Sunday night. I went to get my kids and ended up asking dad to come in and he did and we kissed . I feel so weighed down. I need prayers. Am i makong these descions because I am lonely? How do I get rid of the love feeling from the married man... I know if u follow Jesus 190% I wouldn't be lonely. I need prayers for doors to close immediately and for others to open. I need prayers to be strong mentally and physically for my children. I need Jesus in my life. I dont pray like I used to or even talk with god throughout the day like I used to.. I am falling apart and it's killing me... I need prayers that my heart heals. I need prayers for my kids autistic behavior n quide me with strength. I beec the holy spirit to fill my soul with peace and love. I ask that the devil flee from me. The fllesh is not stronger than my god. I need my mind renewed. In Jesus name I pray.. Amen

