Chruylorgate
Disciple of Prayer
Hello,
I want to take a moment to say thank you again for all of your prayers since I found this place in March. You all truly have been a blessing and have helped me in more ways than I can count.
I wanted to reach out because I have really been struggling this past month. Though I graduated with my doctorate, I have been applying for jobs since March. I have applied to over 350 jobs now and I have had only one interview and it has been heartbreaking to me because I feel like no one wants to give me a chance.
Furthermore, I am very fearful of my financial situation. As previously mentioned I have six figures of debt that I need to pay back and I have maybe enough finances to cover my bills and debt for next month and that’s it. I am beyond scared of what is to come if I do not have a job in place by then and I cannot pay the bills and the debt back. Even during this time I am still actively tithing what I can because I know God is the only person who can help me.
Also, I have found my thoughts and mind going into areas that I have not experienced before and I believe most of it stems from fear and a lack of support. I fear what will come if I don’t have a job and cannot pay the bills to take care of my family and lack of support because my wife has not been supportive of me since I started the program, worked on my dissertation, and the job search. So I feel like I have been walking a path alone in-person for a long time.
Please pray that God can give me guidance and help my mind and soul during this difficult time. I feel lost right now, lonely, and deflated.
Thank you.
I want to take a moment to say thank you again for all of your prayers since I found this place in March. You all truly have been a blessing and have helped me in more ways than I can count.
I wanted to reach out because I have really been struggling this past month. Though I graduated with my doctorate, I have been applying for jobs since March. I have applied to over 350 jobs now and I have had only one interview and it has been heartbreaking to me because I feel like no one wants to give me a chance.
Furthermore, I am very fearful of my financial situation. As previously mentioned I have six figures of debt that I need to pay back and I have maybe enough finances to cover my bills and debt for next month and that’s it. I am beyond scared of what is to come if I do not have a job in place by then and I cannot pay the bills and the debt back. Even during this time I am still actively tithing what I can because I know God is the only person who can help me.
Also, I have found my thoughts and mind going into areas that I have not experienced before and I believe most of it stems from fear and a lack of support. I fear what will come if I don’t have a job and cannot pay the bills to take care of my family and lack of support because my wife has not been supportive of me since I started the program, worked on my dissertation, and the job search. So I feel like I have been walking a path alone in-person for a long time.
Please pray that God can give me guidance and help my mind and soul during this difficult time. I feel lost right now, lonely, and deflated.
Thank you.