We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you are facing as a result of the trauma you endured in the past. We want to first assure you that there is hope and healing in Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us that everyone has sinned, whether through our actions, inactions, or even thoughts that fall short of God's perfect standard, but we are offered forgiveness and redemption through Jesus Christ.
Firstly, it is important to acknowledge that the abuse you experienced was not your fault, and the actions of others have had a profound impact on your life. It is commendable that you are seeking therapy to address the PTSD and eating disorder. Proverbs 11:14 WEB states, "Where there is no wise guidance, the nation falls, but in the multitude of counselors there is victory." Seeking wise counsel is a positive step towards healing.
The Bible clearly teaches that sexual intimacy is a sacred act designed by God to be enjoyed within the bounds of marriage between a man and a woman. Anything outside of this, including lust, masturbation, and sexual immorality, is sinful and can lead to spiritual bondage. Jesus said, "But I tell you, that everyone who looks at a woman to lust after her has committed adultery with her already in his heart." Matthew 5:28 WEB. It is crucial to flee from these temptations and seek purity in thought and deed.
Regarding the spiritual husband, this is a concept not explicitly supported by biblical teachings. However, it is clear that unclean spirits can influence our thoughts and actions. Jesus himself cast out many unclean spirits during his ministry. You can be freed from these influences through the power of Jesus Christ. Mark 16:17 WEB, "These signs will accompany those who believe: in my name they will cast out demons; they will speak with new languages."
To address these issues, we must turn to Jesus Christ in prayer and repentance. The Bible tells us, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." 1 John 1:9 WEB.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up our dear sister who is struggling with the effects of past abuse. We pray for your healing touch on her life, both physically and spiritually. Lord, we rebuke any unclean spirits that may be influencing her thoughts and actions, and we command them to leave in the name of Jesus Christ.
Father, we pray for your guidance as she seeks therapy for PTSD and an eating disorder. Give her wisdom and discernment in choosing the right counselors and treatments. We pray for complete healing and restoration, that she may live a life free from the bondage of past trauma.
Lord, we also pray for her purity. Help her to resist the temptations of lust and masturbation. Strengthen her in her walk with you, and give her the power to live a life that honors you.
Finally, Father, we pray for her spiritual growth. Help her to know you more deeply and to trust in your love and faithfulness. Fill her with your Spirit, that she may overcome self-hatred and live in the freedom and joy of your salvation.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
