"I pray, that your love may abound still more and more in knowledge and all discernment, that you may approve the things that are excellent, that you may be sincere and blameless until the day of Christ, being filled with the fruits of righteousness which are through Jesus Christ, to the glory and praise of God," Phil 1:9-11.
Praying for my love to abound with all wisdom and discernment about the possibility of reconciling with my wife (she said she wants me to attend an upcoming Marriage Conference back in ###, [I am in the USA right now}, but we must remember she mentioned her family has threatened my life in another country ### weeks ago, mentioned the threat ###x [twice]). I do think the threat was real, but ONLY GOD KNOWS if she has honestly experienced a change of heart that will last -- and if her love for me will pacify unsaved family members angry because I am no longer their "cash cow."
I want to go back, having an adorable ### month son, but need to hear God's voice, for I still sense a warning, whether real, imagined or the Holy Spirit.
Please pray that I get back to my First Love, Rev 2:4, am filled with boldness, which comes from knowing we are righteous by faith, Prov 28:1, Heb 2:14-15. I ask Perfect Love casts out fear any fear, 1 John 4:18, even fear based on a lie if she was just vetting, for "no lie is of the truth," 1 John 2:21. Let me be perfected in love, discernment and be protected from the evil one, Ps 91:9-11, Matt 6:13, John 17:15. Thank you in Jesus' Name