Strength

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Dear God

You have show me the truth. I accept it I was weak and lonely I let other people control me and run my emotions for the worse i have made a mockery out of my life and have had everyone see my downside

I need your love and strength more then ever to see me out of this

Please forgive me for every wrong thing I have ever done and said I have let people weaken me and am so tired of it

I ahve been there for people who have been mean and cruel to me and the people who have been there for me i have let down

I know i should npt be so hard on myself but find it so hard notto be because i have not had the love for myself that i have needed

i pray for love and respect for myself and you god

please let me begin a new life today and put you first im down on my knees for you and ask that you lead me to a better life for my family

please let my family know that it is not thier fault for people letting us down but it is my fault that i trusted them and had faith in their love for me i feel like a rag doll used and hrown out on the side of the street

please let me forgive everyone who has hurt me and let me move on it si not worth it and i need a beter life and want to start over

im serious for new beggings.. you have to fall before you can rise

dear god please hear me and pray for me more then ever please pray for me to be one on my own