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behler23
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I really need prayer. I realized that I have to let my husband of 11 years go. He is still living in sin with a married woman, drinking heavily, I think he may be on steroids and he is living a dangerous lifestyle. I have grown up and he hasn't. At this point, I really would like to prayer for forgiveness towards him. He came over the other day and asked me to rub his back -- How offensive. I told him he needed to hurry up and leave because I was having "company". I think I wanted him to wonder whether or not I was seeing someone because I was hurt. I went to a retreat this weekend and grieved the loss of my husband but I still want the Lord to speak to him and remove him from his life of sin. I really need forgiveness for my part in the failure of this marriage. I am sorry and I do regret how horrible and un-supportive I have been in this marriage. I am worried for my kids. They are showing signs of anger and depression, especially my 9 year old son. I am scared for their safety as well because his lifestyle and fear for my children and their safety. It's sad that he KNOWS the Lord but has turned away. Help me to forgive him and give me the strength to move on with my life and God's will for my life.