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I am still job hunting. And worse, I have a relationship I've been praying over, aside from that, and for the first time in 4 years, I prayed about it while I was sleeping in a dream to God, shaking my fists because I was praying so hard about it. That's pretty bad when it's not enough I pray with clenched fists, sweating while awake in my darn prayers, but I start doing it while I'm dreaming too because I can't let it rest. I need work. My car is overdue. It's broken down and needs the alternator and battery and inspection. I need the insurance. I'm broke as a joke. I owe the court money for damages that I must pay back next month if I want to be dismissed by Sept. ###, instead of May ###. Big difference to have charges dismissed that early in job hunting, wouldn't you say. But who cares if I don't have the money!! HA! Where's the money and where is God with it! That's what I want prayer about. I want out of my mama's house so I can be a man and live on my own two feet and have human dignity. I wanna be free. I wanna live free. Capiche?
