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t.ryan1981
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I don't know if you remember me and my prayers for the reconciliation with ###, But I'm still here. We broke apart, I committed to staying on the correct path of righteousness, and have been tested and tempted constantly by the Enemy to give in to my carnal Sinful desires with random "Bar Women" and other ladies. If possible, I would love for you all to check the archives of my prayers and see the story of my life, and how my relationship with ### ended. It has been a 6 month ride of Heaven and Hell. I have seen God do the unexpected, and I have seen my failure to remain obedient push the Holy Spirit away. I am still going through a battle with a Porn addiction, spiritually corrupted women chasing me, and demons from my past causing problems emotionally between ### and I.
### and I have been together almost everyday, when I remain obedient to God. But when I break my promise to remain celibant, a road block causes us to stumble. She is not my Girlfriend anymore but I feel LOVE and a connection that God has created between us.
I see the pattern that God is laying before me, He is removing lustful poison away from me, and showing me that he will renew the connection between my love and I. I only pray that I can have the strength to continue to fight these vile spirits.
So I guess I am asking for you all to pray for me, I am still young at ### years old and I have urges to do things. But I know that I am God's Child and that I cannot do these urges anymore. ### has been talking about moving away from my state recently, after one of my failures to remain obedient. I have Changed significantly, but at times I have lost my battle.
I have an engagement ring on lay-a-way. I plan on asking for her to marry me on Christmas, and to end this separation. I feel like it was ordained for this to be the time. Christmas is about 2nd chances, renewal, and the birth of salvation. I am praying for strength, courage, and a favor from God.
Please hear me.
### and I have been together almost everyday, when I remain obedient to God. But when I break my promise to remain celibant, a road block causes us to stumble. She is not my Girlfriend anymore but I feel LOVE and a connection that God has created between us.
I see the pattern that God is laying before me, He is removing lustful poison away from me, and showing me that he will renew the connection between my love and I. I only pray that I can have the strength to continue to fight these vile spirits.
So I guess I am asking for you all to pray for me, I am still young at ### years old and I have urges to do things. But I know that I am God's Child and that I cannot do these urges anymore. ### has been talking about moving away from my state recently, after one of my failures to remain obedient. I have Changed significantly, but at times I have lost my battle.
I have an engagement ring on lay-a-way. I plan on asking for her to marry me on Christmas, and to end this separation. I feel like it was ordained for this to be the time. Christmas is about 2nd chances, renewal, and the birth of salvation. I am praying for strength, courage, and a favor from God.
Please hear me.
