Starting over and my Vision

[Guest]

Help, Jesus. I need restored. with my youngest son, I am getting tired, my efforts do not seem to be making much diff certainly I am NOT very happy. I want to start over. somewhere else ,where they will NEVER bother me or lie about me again.I want them exposed. I do not want to go up to my parents alone. There has been abuse.Make it stop Lord, this crap has been going on with my mother for years.I want FREE of my parents. I want what is mine, my youngest son, and part D of my vision,that part I am longing for:even other parts of my vision. Lord, I would like to be able to discuss these things with my manfriend.Please Lord , I lift up his, my manfriend's health to You so that he can be fully healthy, and HELP me. GOOD GOD ,if anyone was to say I don't feel good it would CERTAINLY be me!!!!!! . I am losing some interest in school. I need Your solution Lord,to the dilemma: if I stop going for a while then I need some income for the loans: private income, perhaps informal economy income,my manfriend to HELP financially. Perhaps Lord I pray that it is possible I just take off two semesters than get back in hopefully somewhere else. I want it all to stop:the pain,I miss my son,I need a breather from school,maybe for quite a while maybe not.I am NOT happy Lord,NOT HAPPY Lord.I want my relationship with my manfriend to be the best it casn be ...not that we are living with frustration and unhappiness. HELP!! how can I be living to my potential ,capacity if I am so unhappy even to the point of desiring to be with You in heaven. I am aching for part D of my vision. I am not saying Lord that I will not return to college. I am losing interest partly because I AM TIRED,I AM TIRED OF WAITING FOR RESTORATION> I would quite a bit just as soon be DEAD ,living in Heaven with God ,I would want a nonviolent death than to live my life much longer without my youngest son, than to live my life being so unhappy. If necessary take out the people blocking this from happening,SOON.Force those evildoers, liars, robbers and pigs to stop bothering me ,force whoever is necessary TO GIVE BACK WHAT IS MINE.I lift up to You Lord ALL of my vision. Please help me.Thank You Amen.

 

[irene]

Lord I pray for this person in distress. i pray that you help this person realise that you are there with them and you do hear and will help.Lord all things are possible through you. I pray that you don't give this person anymore that he/she can handle. I ask that you give this person peace and calmness, end this persons fears,worries,anger. I ask that you remind this person that life is good and to forgive and forget. not to live in the past. Lord I ask that you remove the demon that is causing all this drama and stop putting negative thoughts in this persons mind. Thank you in advance Amen.