Please pray for me about this: for the past few years, a large group of people has been harassing me under the influence of spiritual warfare that has been targeting me since I was a child. Included in this group is both my parents' entire families who I cut off contact with before I realized that their behavior was due to this warfare. Although God has been delivering me from this warfare (which has caused the harassment to ease somewhat) and has even softened my heart toward considering reconciliation with these people, I feel He still has not made it totally clear that He wants me to move forward with doing so. There are also concerns I have about whether or not these individuals *should* be in my life - especially when it comes to how they may or may not negatively impact my walk as a Christian (they are all professing Christians but there are some concerns about the way many of them live). My parents and sisters are still in contact with these individuals (my parents and sisters don't understand/see the level of harassment that these individuals have directed toward me because they are blinded from it due to the demonic activity behind their families' behavior toward me shielding them from understanding/seeing; they have also been lied to and manipulated) and these individuals often use them to abuse me by proxy. They especially do so due to the fact that my mother, father and sister have problems with being demonized and there are many ways in which they can be easily used by demons. In the past few days, I have had to hear so much about my mother's family because she keeps bringing them up for no reason around me (when she knows I do not have plans to reconcile with them at the moment), specifically bringing up things they want her to say to try to upset me (again, there is extreme demonic activity behind all this harassment). My mother is EXTREMELY demonized (I don't know how this happened to her but she has been this way all my life; even other people notice it) and easily used by the enemy and this warfare under which these people are harassing me. I don't know if this is happening because my cycle is coming soon (I have a medical condition which makes my cycles worse which Satan takes advantage of; usually, Satan uses these people to harass me more around the time of my cycle although I feel recently this has stopped - please pray for healing, relief and a cure for all including myself who have this condition) but I will be honest - in general, my flesh is sick and tired of hearing about these people. My flesh doesn't like them, doesn't respect them and is happy with them out of my life. My flesh would never allow them back in my life and doesn't want them in it even if it's God's will somehow for them to be in it. My flesh wants them to know just how little I like them or need them in my life and how little I miss them. My flesh deeply wishes God had allowed me to be born into different families. My flesh sees these people as the deepest thorn in my side. My flesh is happy with the people in my life now and would gladly trade them for both my parents' families in a heartbeat.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have.