Since I was a child, I have experienced demonic attacks that mainly influence people around me to do terrible things to me to push me toward unforgiveness. I don't know what caused this. In the past few months, God has been helping me to see the presence of this spiritual warfare in my life and delivering me from it, however, in some ways, it still persists and even though things are better, I honestly feel very far from the blissful state I was in when He first delivered me especially because since then, some things have happened that have really tested me and attempted to push me back to being heavily bound by unforgiveness and these attacks. Additionally, there are certain people who these demonic attacks have influenced greater than others and I have had to experience extreme creepy, obsessive, deranged behavior from these individuals which will subside when I don't give in to unforgiveness. Since God has started to deliver me from these attacks, whenever I slip back into unforgiveness in any way, the attacks increase more now and the increase that occurs through these individuals has been insane. There are even some people in this category I'm talking about who seem to really be being used to test me in extreme ways to push me back into unforgiveness in spite of God's deliverance - for example, their behavior seemingly not even subsiding at all even when I resist the devil. While I long to be obedient to God in resisting unforgiveness and take joy in being forgiving, I'm honestly so tired of dealing with these people who have been used more than others and honestly, at this moment, want God to remove them completely from my life either way. Perhaps that is my flesh talking as I'm very annoyed. Their behavior while being influenced by these demons is extremely creepy (I mean to the point of the demons, through these individuals, openly showing that they are monitoring me). It's like a horror movie. Any slip into unforgiveness and here comes these individuals doing annoying, abusive, obsessive, deranged and creepy things. I mean Satan is using them heavily. Never mind the constantly trying to provoke me. And you can see the visible shift in these people away from this behavior when I resist what Satan is trying to do through them but I honestly feel that, mainly with one person in particular like this, I just don't like this person's behavior even when they are behaving normally and kindly to me and not influenced by this evil. They profess Christianity but there are serious problems with that profession and their behavior is very worldly. Please pray for me about all this and for a complete end to this evil in my life. Thank you.
