Spiritual Warfare

[Jasmin]

Please pray that I can see through the attacks of the enemy. He is doing something to me to hold me back and confuse my mind but I can't understand what he is doing. As you can see I can't even really put it to words. The reason I know he's doing something is because I have every cause for joy, faith and spiritual fervor but have little to none these past few days. I just want to crawl into a ball and hide. It's not logical to me but I feel like I'm being bound by something. Usually I can see what the enemy is trying to do and fight it, but this is totally new and unreasonably effective!

Please help! If anyone has insight, I feel like I'm going nuts with confusion. I just want to run my race, but my feet are glued to the ground!