Proud Servant of GOD
Beloved Warrior
Sorry to everyone that reads my post I try not to post long stuff or much but I don't have anyone to talk to about my true feelings except GOD. Normally I would just keep it in my head, but the devil gets in there and he puts me in a bad depressing mood. By putting it on here I feel like I can talk freely with my like minded brothers and sisters and maybe they can pray and encourage me. You don't have read it all I think you get the gist. So if you are lead by THE HOLY SPIRIT to read this be lead in prayer by HIM as well. And I pray HE leads me in my prayer as well. FATHER GOD thank YOU for sending me help and THE HELPER. Also thanks for what p said and I pray that what I said back was good. I am very thankful that he contacted me, but I'm also worried because it wasn't the sign I asked for, but I also asked that YOU WOULD make him ignore me if he wasn't the one and he contacted me.? Also I pray that what I said that he responded to that in it he will see the truth and not see anything that's a lie. I say that because YOU KNOW the reasons for me saying it whether or not it's true and I need him to see, hear, think, speak, and react truthfully as well as me so we both know whether or not our meeting was from YOU and what YOUR WILL is in all of this. For what reason have YOU allowed this? Nothing is done without YOUR consent. So are we supposed to heal each other? If so in what way? Are we supposed to be husband and wife? If so then please remove all obstacles and barriers without me losing the ones I also love or causing heartache or trouble for anyone. I feel like he wants me to contact him on m, but if I were to do that and not wait for YOU to have him do that first then I would not know whether or not he is the one. What do we do LORD? I'm waiting, but being patient is hard. I pray neither of us will or are having to learn a hard lesson here about pain, suffering, sacrifice, ignorance, choosing the wrong one, or anything else YOU know we don't want to learn. Rather I pray YOU WILL make us to just know these things without having to go through them physically, but if we must give us the supernatural strength to learn them quickly and easily. I don't want to be alone in this world forever nor do I want that for him. So if it be YOUR WILL for us to be together here on earth. Please let us know send the signs maybe he is looking for a sign too? If so I pray that he will ask YOU because ask and you shall receive and don't allow us to ask amiss but make us to ask YOUR WAY and if we asked wrong get us to ask right or even better LORD JESUS ask for us please YOU WILL never ask wrong and make us to know YOUR request and the answer. Thank YOU for helping me to not cry today please continue to and if need be same for him. Also LORD he chose something with the word share in it. Did he not realize it, does he have a girlfriend or does that mean he is on the lookout for the right one and if he thought she were to come along he would dump me or that he may use someone for a place holder for me until we can be together? Make me go know the truth I pray he didn't realize it or that he won't go through with it and be patient because I don't want him or me to cause anybody including ourselves any hurt, pain, trouble or anything else bad. Also if he is the one cause him to know the right time to contact me on m. Thank YOU for responding to these request, praying with and for me about these things and for all else YOU FATHER GOD, YOU LORD JESUS AND YOU HOLY SPIRIT have, are, and will do for us In the name of YOUR SON THE LORD JESUS CHRIST we PRAY AMEN
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