me
Humble Prayer Warrior
God,
I am so overwhelmed with burdens put upon me by enemies--law suits, court, court, court.
And they do these things because they know I have no money, no lawyer, and no means to fight them.
On top of all of that, I am fighting my personal addictions, demons, wants, needs, unfulfillment, severe depression, and so much anxiety, and fears.
Frequently, my anxieties become so bad that my heart thunders--literally pounds and thunders in my chest.
And the loneliness, oh the loneliness and abandonment...
These are those times when it's all harder than others.
My dreams are symbolic and tell me to be careful. So that scares me even more.
I am simply overwhelmed.
On top of all that, I am trying to make my way in this world.
I have always just wanted to be a wife, a mother, to be loved unconditionally, and have success. And I am getting older, so now I constantly worry about all of that, too, on top of all my other worries.
My mind is constantly going and going...
Why does it all have to be so hard and so out of reach?
Truly, I know You love me.
I do not know Your ways and reasons, but I do know You love me.
Only You love me--but what more could I want than Your love?
I don't know, to be honest.
I am just overwrought, right now.
Please help me, save me, bless me more and more.
You know my heart...
I am so overwhelmed with burdens put upon me by enemies--law suits, court, court, court.
And they do these things because they know I have no money, no lawyer, and no means to fight them.
On top of all of that, I am fighting my personal addictions, demons, wants, needs, unfulfillment, severe depression, and so much anxiety, and fears.
Frequently, my anxieties become so bad that my heart thunders--literally pounds and thunders in my chest.
And the loneliness, oh the loneliness and abandonment...
These are those times when it's all harder than others.
My dreams are symbolic and tell me to be careful. So that scares me even more.
I am simply overwhelmed.
On top of all that, I am trying to make my way in this world.
I have always just wanted to be a wife, a mother, to be loved unconditionally, and have success. And I am getting older, so now I constantly worry about all of that, too, on top of all my other worries.
My mind is constantly going and going...
Why does it all have to be so hard and so out of reach?
Truly, I know You love me.
I do not know Your ways and reasons, but I do know You love me.
Only You love me--but what more could I want than Your love?
I don't know, to be honest.
I am just overwrought, right now.
Please help me, save me, bless me more and more.
You know my heart...

