Lettinggod
Servant of All
I have spent years in hell with my son mother. Who does not care about our son, the courts know this. Everyone knows this. I got fired from a job that was never good to me anyway. I can't get insurance or unenployment benefits for some strange reasons. It has been raining all day long and now my car won't work. Plus my girlfriend who I personally question because of lets say because of spiritual reasons never seems be present during the crazy times, always has sometime planned during my worst moments states is pregnant. God I have officially lost it all. I have nothing else. I prayed Gods will he done. But is this really Gods will? I mean I know I am not losing it right God? I have been silent only to hear God say Trust me and to sleep to dream about people chasing me and trying to capture me. God i have absolutely nothing. I can't afford to go back to court, I can't afford to get my car fix. I can't even find a job. I don't even know if will even be able to get one when I do find them. God what do you want. You have me right where you want me but I am alone and helpless. Not sure if tomorrow or if God will is really meant for me.
