Anonymous
Beloved of All
So God, you spoke again but once you speak the devil attacks, letting me know that I am once again going to be under his will for a lot longer. I hear you say things are going to get better. But it is like Night and Day. I am only good enough to hear you but not live your will. I am jobless and I need income. My girlfriend who has ruined my relationship with my oldest son, my family, my job, and friends is still trying to get me to go her way. Now she wants to choose her way over my religion. Father, the devil is in my house. You spoke and I did not listen. Now I have someone who I thought was a friend and you used me to bring closer to you at a time of need for her is doing pretty much the same thing as my girlfriend. I think I am doing your will but in the end, it is just the devil covered up as someone close using me for his will in the end. Father, you have confirmed these things and told me things will get better but they are not. The devil is near me everywhere I go. I pray, repent, and ask for salvation only to have the devil still my joy. Help me, Father.
