So God blessed me in court when I thought he was not.

[Lettinggod]

So God blessed me in court when I thought He was not. He saved the court decision for another day. I have fought so hard for my son but his mother once again wants to pull him out of school. Now we have to go to court to decide to either let him live with me and go to school or stay with his mom and let her pull him out again so he can keep failing. My son was even forced to tell the courts he does not want to, so the trial would be over. He is being forced to speak or he gets punished by his mom for what he says to the courts and his lawyer. All of this known. The school tried to help but the courts don't care. I am not sure what is going to happen. I am so defeated that I feel like it won't matter anyway. My job sucks still, my purpose means nothing and once again my partner seems to be involved as well. Here I am fighting for him to come live with us and she is in turn making sure this does not happen. I fought since his birth only to have her show up and lose everything. She wants my son to not be here. She even went off her birth control to have a child claiming it was going to make me happy to have a kid. He is here and she is using him against me and my other son. He is 4 weeks old. I am struggling, God. I am losing tons of friendships, my finances are drained, my goals have not even been started, lost loved ones and ones I should have loved but lose. I pray for salvation and I get bound. I pray for love I get the opposite. I pray and keep doing so but it comes out as me venting and an avenue the devil uses to further defeat God's purpose in my life. God, if you are not going to use me or save me then take me. Me being here to suffer is something I can't bear. 18 years of praise, worship, and sacrifice only to have the rest of my life a living hell.

 

[Powers]

I pray God's peace & blessings to your family. I prayed for your requests, in Jesus' Name, amen.

 

[Yeshua37]

Praying!

 

[hostadmin]

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