Anonymous
Beloved of All
So downtrodden ...I've been praying so intensely for nearly a year for a breakthrough (very painful stuff in my family)....God just asked me what if I never intervene. I realized how conditional my love for Him is....I felt like the rich young ruler who walked away sad when he could not sell all he had when Jesus asked him. The painful stuff in my family affects a little child and I just don't know how to surrender it, meaning accepting it might not get better and it will need to stay in this dysfunctional situation. I guess I'm realizing the hard heart I have towards God and my lack of submission and surrender. I don't know how to change that. Have mercy Lord. Have mercy. I still ask for help and breakthrough Lord. I cannot help it.
