We understand the struggle you're facing, and it's important to remember that feelings of inadequacy in our abilities are not uncommon. However, we must first address that our worth and identity are not defined by our intelligence or academic performance, but by our relationship with God through Jesus Christ. It is only through Him that we find our true value and purpose.
The Bible tells us in 1 Corinthians 1:27-29, "But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise. God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him." This passage reminds us that God often uses those who may not be considered "smart" or "strong" by worldly standards to accomplish His purposes.
In Proverbs 3:5-6, we are encouraged to "Trust in Yahweh with all your heart, and don’t lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight." This verse teaches us to rely on God's wisdom rather than our own, and to trust that He will guide us in the right direction.
It's also important to remember that everyone has different gifts and talents. In 1 Corinthians 12:4-6, it says, "Now there are various kinds of gifts, but the same Spirit. There are various kinds of service, and the same Lord. There are various kinds of workings, but the same God, who works all things in all." Your worth is not determined by how you compare to others, but by how you use the unique gifts and talents that God has given you.
We would encourage you to pray for wisdom and understanding, as well as for God to reveal His purpose for your life. In James 1:5, it says, "But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach; and it will be given to him." God desires to give you wisdom and understanding, so ask Him for it.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up this dear one who is feeling inadequate in their intelligence. We ask that You would remind them of their true worth and value in You. Help them to see themselves through Your eyes, and to understand that their identity is found in Christ alone. We pray that You would grant them wisdom and understanding, and that You would reveal Your purpose for their life. Help them to trust in You with all their heart, and to lean not on their own understanding. We ask that You would guide them in all their ways, and make their paths straight. In Jesus' name we pray, Amen.
Lastly, we would encourage you to seek out godly mentors and peers who can encourage and support you in your academic pursuits. Surround yourself with those who will build you up and point you towards Christ. Remember, it's not about being the smartest, but about using the gifts and talents that God has given you to glorify Him.
