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Susan
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I pray that I can surrender all the little things and decisions in my life to Jesus Christ. I normally can do this but feel a restlessness and anxiety over events in my life right now. I'm spread too thin and feel exhausted and out of control. I am doing things I don't want to do and feel that I need to rid some pain out of my life. I'm unable to sleep peacefully and constantly feel like I am neglecting responsiblities that I need to be more in control of. I don't spend quality time with others or even myself anymore. My husbands health is getting worse and my brother is waiting on a transplant. I feel anxiety that a friend has stepped forward to help with the transplant but is not stepping up to the plate and being honest and forthcoming in something that he and his wife have said they feel God has called them to do. I love the Lord with all my heart and I want to follow Him all the days of my life. I want to enjoy life and not let myself be rushed all the time.
