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antinain1
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For the last past days I haven't been able to sleep because I don't really know what to do about my son. I spoke on him a little last night, and I was wondering what kind of mother would I be if I told my son to take a plea for something he didn't do. I'm just afraid of what would happen to him if the case will go to trial, would they look at the facts, or his color. He is a young black male (18) that use to not believe in the devil or God, and now he has found God. I know he is very scared right now, and the problem is so am I. His spirits have been down, and he's too young for all this stress. I prayed for years that God would come into my son's life, and pull him off the streets, and put him closer to him. My grandmother told me to be careful what you pray for because God is going to handle it his way. I just find myself crying because I'm lost, I don't know what to do, I only need faith of a mustard seed, but my faith is very weak. I know the devil is trying to destroy my son's mind and mine as well, and I know that only God can give us salvation. I was bought up in a church, and I strongly believe in him. I want to know why I can't trust that he will make everything alright. I pray that God will give us strength to fight this battle. He needs to find peace once again, there is salvation I believed that God has changed his life. Pray, that God will deliver us out this turmoil.
