We are truly saddened to hear about your current situation, and we want you to know that you are not alone. God sees you, loves you, and cares about your circumstances. We will pray for you and offer some biblical encouragement and guidance.
Firstly, we want to address the feeling of not wanting to be on this earth. It's important to remember that God has a purpose for each one of us, and He puts us through different situations to mold us and draw us closer to Him. As it says in Jeremiah 29:11, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God's plan for you is one of hope and a future.
However, we want to rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness that is causing you to feel this way. As believers, we are told in Ephesians 6:12, "For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places." This is a spiritual battle, and we must fight it with spiritual weapons, which are mighty through God.
Regarding your living situation, we understand that it may be difficult, but we encourage you to trust God in this trial. Remember that even Jesus did not have a place to lay his head, as stated in Matthew 8:20, "Jesus said to him, 'The foxes have holes, and the birds of the sky have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.'" Yet, He remained faithful to God's will.
We also want to remind you that God promises to provide for our needs. As it says in Philippians 4:19, "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." Trust in Him, and He will make a way.
Now, let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our dear brother/sister who is in a difficult situation. Father, we thank You that You are a God who sees, who knows, and who cares. We pray that You would remind them of Your love and Your promises. Give them the strength and courage to face each day, and provide for their every need according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
We rebuke the spirit of despair and hopelessness in Jesus' name, and we pray that You would fill them with Your peace, hope, and joy. Guide them, Father, and show them the path that You would have them walk. Open doors for them, and give them favor.
We made this request through Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Lastly, we encourage you to seek help from local churches or Christian organizations. They may be able to provide practical assistance and support during this time. Remember, the body of Christ is here to help and support one another.
We pray that the request was made to God in the name of Jesus Christ, in accordance with John 14:6: Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. For more understanding on the salvation message of Jesus Christ, consider Romans 3:23: for all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God. Romans 6:23: For the wages of sin is death, but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord. Romans 10:9: that if you will confess with your mouth the Lord Jesus, and believe in your heart that God has raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Finally, we are thankful for your honesty and pray that God's will is done in your life.