cesar00
Banned
Dear Jesus, this is the month in which we celebrate your birth and it is a month in which we should come to you clean and pure to be worthy of your attention and love. Dear Lord I am not worthy of your mercy and of your care, I am a weak sinner who does not have the strength to change to be deserving of your favors. Dear Lord I have many problems, both financial and spiritual too, Dear Jesus I pray to you every day and I thank you every day for your mercy and love but I still believe that this is not enough. Dear Jesus I would like to ask for your forgiveness, for your mercy, Dear Lord I want to ask you to shed your light upon me so that I can be cleansed of all sin, of all pain and suffering. Dear Jesus there are many things in my heart and mind that only you know about, Dear Jesus I kneal before you today and beg that you erase these from my heart and mind, Dear Lord I beg you heal the scars and pain left in my heart from many years of drugs, alcohol, stealing cheating and living in the dark. Dear Jesus I feel that even thoguh you have forgivrn mr for many of these sins I am not capable of forgiving myself for them, I have hurt so many people during my life Lord that I believe that I do not deserve your pardon and your love, much less any kind of spiritual or financial blessings from you. Dear Jesus I beg you to show me the way to you, show me the path that you want me to follow. Dear Jesus talk to me, touch me Lord and let me know what it is you need from me. Dear Jesus I beg you take the time this coming month to touch all the lonely hearts and souls out there in the world, people like myself who are trying to come out into the light and to serve you but are unable to find the way. Dear Jesus I have a lovely family, we have our problems, but we are a family, Dear Jesus I beg you give me the strength and the faith I need to join them, to love them and care for them, make it more than a duty I have as their father, Dear LOrd allow my heart to feel pain, love, hurt, concern, Dear Jesus it has been so long since I have felt anything in my heart that I do not remember what it is to be happy or sad. Dear Lord I beg you break the armour that grew around my soul and heart, break them and allow your love and mercy to come thorugh, may the tears and the laughter flow freely from my heart once again, like they did many, many years ago. Thank you Jesus in you we trust.
