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Separation:
My wife wants a divorce. She remains steadfast in her decision with no opportunity for any other recourse. We have two children from her first marriage. She is living with her step sisters in Jacksonville Florida, and I am living with my mom in Bay Saint Louis, Mississippi. My wife and I both come from a very troubled past, pertaining to drugs, party life styles, and multiple sexual partners. While I am a very reserved, almost fearful person, my wife is very strong willed and independent person. She states that I am not currently providing adequate support for my family. I have battled anxiety and depression for almost my whole life. We met approximately 22 months ago, and were married on the 21 of November, 2009. My wife has separated and left our home seven times thus far. We were discouraged by our church attendance, and have fallen away from the faith. We took upon ourselves old habits that God had freed us from: drugs, graphic sexual movies. Before my wife assured me of her intentions for a divorce, regrettably in our conversations we were discussing an open marriage concerning multiple male and female partners.
As the head of my house hold, I am fully responsible for the sin I allowed to enter into our house hold. My wife does not contact me. I am not in contact with my children. She has not issued any demands of me concerning marital restoration. My wife shows no signs of returning to the Lord or stopping her drug use. She openly discusses her use of pot over -banned site-, and is unresponsive to the encouragement of fellow believers.
I humbly request intersession for my marriage, for my children, for the hardness of my wife's heart toward God, and myself. I asked for prayerful support for the children Bryce who is 11, and Jenna who is 5 that they not forget the commandments of our Lord. I need the Lord to help strengthen me, and empower me to be able to meet the needs of my family. We are under bondage, and are grieved and vexed.
I love my wife and children more deeply than I can understand; the thought of the divorce being final is unbearable.
I have fallen on my face before the living God, pleading for the restoration of my family.
My wife wants a divorce. She remains steadfast in her decision with no opportunity for any other recourse. We have two children from her first marriage. She is living with her step sisters in Jacksonville Florida, and I am living with my mom in Bay Saint Louis, Mississippi. My wife and I both come from a very troubled past, pertaining to drugs, party life styles, and multiple sexual partners. While I am a very reserved, almost fearful person, my wife is very strong willed and independent person. She states that I am not currently providing adequate support for my family. I have battled anxiety and depression for almost my whole life. We met approximately 22 months ago, and were married on the 21 of November, 2009. My wife has separated and left our home seven times thus far. We were discouraged by our church attendance, and have fallen away from the faith. We took upon ourselves old habits that God had freed us from: drugs, graphic sexual movies. Before my wife assured me of her intentions for a divorce, regrettably in our conversations we were discussing an open marriage concerning multiple male and female partners.
As the head of my house hold, I am fully responsible for the sin I allowed to enter into our house hold. My wife does not contact me. I am not in contact with my children. She has not issued any demands of me concerning marital restoration. My wife shows no signs of returning to the Lord or stopping her drug use. She openly discusses her use of pot over -banned site-, and is unresponsive to the encouragement of fellow believers.
I humbly request intersession for my marriage, for my children, for the hardness of my wife's heart toward God, and myself. I asked for prayerful support for the children Bryce who is 11, and Jenna who is 5 that they not forget the commandments of our Lord. I need the Lord to help strengthen me, and empower me to be able to meet the needs of my family. We are under bondage, and are grieved and vexed.
I love my wife and children more deeply than I can understand; the thought of the divorce being final is unbearable.
I have fallen on my face before the living God, pleading for the restoration of my family.
