Seeking Prayers And A Miracle From God

[Justme32]

Hi,

Good evening to everyone. I have a few prayer requests, so I will thank you now for your prayers. I have realized lately I've become quite depressed. I feel I have gotten to the root of my depression. That is the abuse I experienced from my mom. She physcialy,mentally, verbally and emotionally abused me. She has never apologized, only made excuses as to why she did, blaming other problems in her life. She still treats me like crap. Thankfully my brother and sister were not abused by her growing up, just me!!! I have so much hate in me towards my mom and she had at one point in time turned my brother, sister, and her whole side of the family againist me about 7 years ago. So much that no one would speak to me for a year. She also didn't have a relationship with me another time for about a year as well. Many people know how bad she treats me and seen her to it to me starting when I was praticaly born.

I need to confront my mom asap as it is tearing me apart and I need to move past it. I don't trust her and do hate her. She constantly is making problems out of anything she can and I am 32 years old and don't talk to her often. To top it off she tells other family members stuff to cause issues that is is a non issue to begin with.

Please pray that I will deal with very soon. I need to get past this hurdle so I can move ahead and enjoy the rest of my life. Also I am contemplating not having a relationship with her, even if she does apologize. I feel any genuine apology from her will be done on her own, not because I have a conversation with her. I am wanting to confront her to let her know I am hurt and she ruined my childhood. While she doesn't physically abuse me anymore she abuses me verbally, emotionally and mentally and I'm beyond over the crap!!!! I deserve to be completely happy, no one deserves to be abused ever!!

Justme32

 

[bluebirds38]

dear lord, i pray that you answer his prayers, i pray that you heal the pain he's going through, i pray that you give him strength, comfort, peace and blessings, i pray that you give him the wisdom to say the right words in talking to his mom, i pray that you restore the relationship with his family ten fold, i pray that you watch over him and protect him, in jesus name amen

 

[Fancy]

Lord,please restore peace in ua servants heart

 

[BJG]

Lord, we speak healing into the hearts of this family in Your Precious Name. We bind the negative emotions of hate, depression and hurt. Please erase all the hurt and let this family go forward in love and peace. AMEN

 

[faithope]

Hi Justme32

i do understand perfectly how you feel as i was in the same boat like u. its hard to be gang up against by yr own family members especially by your mum-i have been there too, yeap, felt like a crap to them. and as a kid, my neighbours used to feel sorry for me and sometimes they showed me some kindness by passing some food over the fence-that was the best they could do without being interferring.

due to alot of rejections and hurts from my mother and family, rebellion became my relief and shield. Not only that, anger and bitterness was part of me which was slowing eating the core of my existence. i became depress like you. quickly, i sought for a relationship that would make me happy and will make me know what is love is like. BUT God of all Person, stepped in and made a real mess out of it. From one person(so called mother), now i had two persons to be really mad about-God.

It became so bad that i was suicidal as my heart was badly broken. I accused GOd for Being so unloving by destroying my childhood life and now the only thing that i could love and be happy with was too destroyed.

To cut my sob story short, I finally gave my heart to my Healer, my Lover, my Savior, Jesus. He never gave up on me eventhough i choose to do my own things and my own way. One of it was to forgive my mother truly and to honor her no matter what she did to me. Its not my job to judge or dishonor her.

Right now, I have a loving spouse and two young children beos i choose to forgive and honor my mother. Honoring my mother and father is the only commandment that comes with a promise and i actually see the fruit of this blessing-Exudos 20:1-17. I am sure you want that in your own life without any more misery and pain-enough is enough!!

If you are sick and tired of where you are and have been, then just take the first step towards Jesus and He will take the rest of the nine steps towards you. He will soothe your aching heart and will give you a brand new heart. Again, all you need to do is, to take that very first step towards Him, which is, to totally trust Him with your whole life, dear Justme32.

God bless

 

[restore1]

May God bless you and heal your broken heart.

 

[Seb T]

Be strong and you will have to forgive your mom in order to get past the anger and resentment, please find it in your heart to forgive her and be the better person and do not loose your cool

Trust me

God bless you