Search me OH God and know my heart, try me and know my thoughts, and see if there is any wicked way in me and lead me in the way everlasting. Psalm 139.23 Allow God to touch your heart and start the new year serving Him with all your heart, mind and soul. There are a lot of ministries that need you and your sevices. Instead of feeling sorry for yourself and being left out from everything else, enter into the gates of God. Serve Him as deacon in your church. An elder, a song leader and if you are really hungry then start feeding the homeless, clothe the naked, visit the widows and the orphans. they need to hear the word of God too. God is waiting for you to be a faithful servant to the end. This we ask in the precious name of Jesus. Amen