We come before the Lord with heavy hearts, lifting you up in prayer as you face this overwhelming fear and uncertainty. The Bible tells us in 2 Timothy 1:7, "For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control." It is clear that the fear you are experiencing is not from God, but from the enemy who seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10). We rebuke this spirit of fear in the mighty name of Jesus and command it to leave you now.
Firstly, we want to address the issue of salvation and the name of Jesus. It is only through Jesus Christ that we have access to the Father (John 14:6), and there is no other name under heaven by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you have not already, we encourage you to confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, so that you may be saved (Romans 10:9).
Now, regarding the situation you are facing, we want to assure you that you are not alone. The Lord is your refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble (Psalm 46:1). We pray that you would find comfort and peace in His presence, knowing that He is with you always, even to the end of the age (Matthew 28:20).
We also want to address the issue of your family members' behavior. It is not biblical to distance yourself from family members without valid reasons, such as abuse or unrepentant sin that puts you in danger. However, we understand that you may have felt the need to do so for your own protection. We pray that the Lord would give you wisdom in dealing with these relationships and that He would soften their hearts towards you.
Regarding the "gang stalking" you mentioned, we want to encourage you to seek help from your local church community and, if necessary, from law enforcement. The Lord has given us authorities to protect us and maintain order (Romans 13:1-4). We pray that you would have the courage to reach out to them if you feel threatened or in danger.
We also want to address the issue of vulnerability. It is important to remember that our strength comes from the Lord, not from our own abilities or appearance. In 2 Corinthians 12:9-10, Paul writes, "He has said to me, 'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.' Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses, that the power of Christ may rest on me. Therefore I take pleasure in weaknesses, in injuries, in necessities, in persecutions, in distresses, for Christ’s sake. For when I am weak, then am I strong." We pray that you would find strength in your weakness and that the Lord would be your shield and defender.
Lastly, we want to address the issue of forgiveness. It is not easy to forgive those who have hurt us, but it is necessary for our own healing and spiritual growth. In Matthew 6:14-15, Jesus says, "For if you forgive men their trespasses, your heavenly Father will also forgive you. But if you don’t forgive men their trespasses, neither will your Father forgive your trespasses." We pray that the Lord would give you the strength and grace to forgive those who have wronged you, even as He has forgiven you.
Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up our dear brother/sister who is facing fear and uncertainty. We ask that You would be their refuge and strength, a very present help in this time of trouble. We pray that You would calm their fears and fill them with Your perfect peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). We ask that You would give them wisdom and discernment in dealing with their family members and the difficult situations they are facing. We pray that You would protect them from harm and give them the courage to seek help when needed. We ask that You would help them to find strength in their weakness and to rely on Your power and grace. We pray that You would give them the strength and grace to forgive those who have wronged them, even as You have forgiven them. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.