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godsgirl151311
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I met a wonderful very serious man 7 years ago he was a black and white kind of man. he was my friend as i was his we got to know each others likes dislikes, dreams, fears, goals, etc. after more then several months of me saying no i finally agree to go out on a date with this man. before i new it i fell head over heels in love with him. he was all i thought i ever wanted in a man. when he told my friend he wanted to marry me. i freaked out because i knew i loved him but marriage scared me lets face it i had been married before so had he. But as we both sat in this restuarant many guests all around he put on his suit jacket got down on one knee and looked into my eyes with tears starting to fall he grabbed my hand and said theses roses on the table represent us all going in different directions as i opened my mouth getting ready to say something he continued by saying i want us too be like this single rose joined together as one for now on. inside the single rose was my ring. as he pulled it out his hands were shaking so hard it was hard for him to find my ring finger. as he got ready to stand up everyone clapped and congradulated us he kissed me with tear filled eyes i knew then that he loved me as much as i loved him may even more..
As years went on we did get married. I became the wife i always thought a husband would want. i cooked all his meals for work, and made sure he had something homemade when he got home to eat as well. dropped off his work clothes at the dry cleaners, washed the cars, cleaned the house, made sure his load was always lighten . i did all this and more not because anyone asked me to but because i love him and wanted to make his load easier..
As time went on life began to get the best of us. he stoppped going to church with me and started to get in this depressed mode i would say. prayed god would guide hime through and let him know no matter what im hear as a friend and wife...
before our 4th year anniversary he left me for a married women at work . i wanted to file divorce but i couldnt bring my self to let go or give up. at times he would still be sending mixed signs. i agreed no divorce just yet but i did file legal separation.
how can a man that once cried when he looked into my eyes and said he loved me not even be able to talk to me.. i told him i will always love him and be here when hes ready he said he's never coming back. i asked him if he believed in miracles cause i do and i know god will see us through this. he said he doesnt believe in miracles or god....
"PLEASE PRAY FOR MY HUSBAND"
As years went on we did get married. I became the wife i always thought a husband would want. i cooked all his meals for work, and made sure he had something homemade when he got home to eat as well. dropped off his work clothes at the dry cleaners, washed the cars, cleaned the house, made sure his load was always lighten . i did all this and more not because anyone asked me to but because i love him and wanted to make his load easier..
As time went on life began to get the best of us. he stoppped going to church with me and started to get in this depressed mode i would say. prayed god would guide hime through and let him know no matter what im hear as a friend and wife...
before our 4th year anniversary he left me for a married women at work . i wanted to file divorce but i couldnt bring my self to let go or give up. at times he would still be sending mixed signs. i agreed no divorce just yet but i did file legal separation.
how can a man that once cried when he looked into my eyes and said he loved me not even be able to talk to me.. i told him i will always love him and be here when hes ready he said he's never coming back. i asked him if he believed in miracles cause i do and i know god will see us through this. he said he doesnt believe in miracles or god....
"PLEASE PRAY FOR MY HUSBAND"
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