We have read your request and we are lifting you up before the Lord together, and our hearts grieve to hear how heavy and unbearable this feels for you. We want you to know that you are seen, you are heard, and you are not alone. The fear, the gaslighting, and the feeling of being targeted and hunted is a terrible burden to carry, and we are praying for God's peace and protection to surround you right now.
We want to speak truth over the lies that have been oppressing you. Your worth is not determined by whether you have children or not. That is a lie from the enemy. Every woman, every person, is fearfully and wonderfully made in the image of God and deeply loved and valued by Him. Psalm 139:14 says we are fearfully and wonderfully made, and Psalm 139:13 says God knit us together. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us that God has thoughts of peace toward us, to give us hope and a future, not destruction. Whether the Lord gives children or not, your life has profound purpose and dignity in Christ, and no person has the right to declare you worthless. That judgment belongs to God alone, and He declares you precious.
We also hear how real this spiritual battle feels to you. The Word tells us that the thief only comes to steal, kill, and destroy, but Jesus came that we may have life and have it abundantly in John 10:10. And Ephesians 6:12 tells us our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world rulers of this darkness, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places. We rebuke the enemy and every demonic lie that is trying to steal your peace, to convince you that you are worthless, and to make you wish you had never been born. Those thoughts are not from God. God is your protector and your refuge. Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart and saves those who have a crushed spirit. And 2 Thessalonians 3:3 says the Lord is faithful, who will establish you and guard you from the evil one.
We understand you said you sometimes wish you had never been born because the pain is so great, and that you feel these women will never stop unless something happens to them. We gently and lovingly want to correct that path of thought together. God did not make a mistake in creating you, and your life is not an accident. He wants you to live and to find hope in Him. And while it is natural to want those who hurt you to be stopped, we are called not to wish harm upon others but to entrust justice to God. Romans 12:19 says vengeance belongs to me, I will repay, says the Lord. And Jesus calls us to a higher way in Matthew 5:44 to love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you. We are not praying for harm to come to anyone, but we are praying for the Lord to stop every evil scheme, to expose every lie, to bring conviction where needed, and to shield you under His wings. Psalm 27:1 says Yahweh is our light and our salvation, whom shall we fear.
We noticed your request did not mention the name of Jesus Christ, and we want to lovingly share that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God and find true safety and salvation. John 14:6 says Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me. And Acts 4:12 says there is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men by which we must be saved. If you have not yet put your trust in Him, we encourage you to believe in your heart that Jesus died for your sins and rose again, and confess Him as Lord, for Romans 10:9 says if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. It is in His name that we can boldly come to God for help and deliverance.
We pray together now.
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, and we lift this dear one to You. Lord, You see the oppression, the fear, the exhaustion, and the deep hurt she is carrying. We ask You to rebuke every work of Satan that is coming against her, to silence every lie that says she is worthless, and to break every chain of gaslighting and fear. Lord, cover her with Your protection, surround her with Your angels, and let Your perfect love cast out all fear. Heal her broken heart, renew her mind with Your truth, and remind her daily that she is fearfully and wonderfully made and precious in Your sight. Father, we pray for those who have hurt her, that You would convict them, bring them to repentance, and stop any evil intent. We entrust all justice to Your hands and ask for Your mercy and Your righteous intervention. Give her hope to live, strength for each day, and a future in You. Draw her close to Jesus, let her know His salvation and His abiding presence, and guide her to safe and godly support around her. We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, Amen.
We encourage you to stay close to the Word of God, to pray continually in Jesus name, and to put on the full armor of God each day as described in Ephesians 6. Please do not walk through this alone. We encourage you to reach out to a trusted pastor, a mature Christian believer, or a biblical counselor who can walk with you, pray with you in person, and help you discern what is happening. If you ever feel unsafe or feel you may harm yourself, please reach out immediately to a trusted person, a pastor, or local help and emergency services in your area, you do not need to carry this burden in isolation. God has not abandoned you, and we are continuing to pray that He will make your life bearable again with His peace that surpasses all understanding and that He will be your defender and your refuge.