Broken316
Disciple of Prayer
satan has stole my family please Pray for my wife to fall in love with me again... just 6 months ago my wife had so much love in her heart for me there was no denying it. we have been together for 3 years and have a 2 year old baby girl ,she has 2 boys 5 and 7 and I have a 6 year old girl from a previous marrige .3 months or so ago i fell off the roof of our house putting up Christmas lights and broke my back she had to pick up my slack and spend all of her time working and I tried but with a broke back it was exteamly hard to keep the house clean and take care of 4 kids so she had to juggle this too ,after a month of this things begin to change and we began to argue. my pride was hurt and I felt worthless and less of a man I left with my daughter during an argument about 2 months ago what was supposed to be for a day or 2 has now become what seems like a lifetime ,we agreed to try marrage counsling at first but she had no time ,spending all her time at work coused her to meet another man she thinks she loves him but I know its the devil deciving her , she has filed for separation and wants a divorce as soon as possible , and is frustrated with me telling her how much I love her and need her ,all she says is ' stop I dont love you anymore and im happier now than I have ever been in my life' which I know she said that when we first started our relationship she doesnt realize it's just something new for her and she's destroying her family over a feeling that is not real. now my back is 100 % back to normal and im back at work but it cost me my family.most people say to just let it go that it's just gonna keep hurting me worse to hold on to something that clearly is over . others say to give to God which I feel like I have ,I have layed for hours on my face praying for God to fix this and I battle with anger toward God feeling as though he is not listening ,but I do repent for that anger he understands my heart and forgives me . I have recently been praying for God to take my intimate love for her out of my heart if it's not meant to be and unfixable but it's like he puts more intimate love for her in my heart instead , this is the hardest fight of my life ,im trying to forgive somebody that hasnt showed any compassion or remorse for her actions , please help me Pray that God will make my wife fall back in love with me and restore that love 10 fold ,also pray I can forget all the things she has done when the time comes for restoration , or just pray for what ever the Holy Spirit shows you in heart about my struggle , I really need some encouragement and I dont really have anybody but God rite now so please keep praying I need it badly I struggle with thoughts of suicide wich I know is satans plan with all this but im broken and lose sight in my despare 
