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Same Prayer, Different Day: Pray that I can just zap out of this depression. I was doing better, suffered major reversal yesterday. Have spent whole morning in bed. Jim had three episodes last night of waking me up because he did not know where he was or what time it was. Spoke to doc's office. They are going to try to fit him in soon. I just feel there is no purpose or meaning in my life, and I also am very lonely. Want more friends and want a good husband. Want to make sure Jim is in a good place when the time comes, not some dumpy nursing home.