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Jude42
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Please pray for my salvation and deliverance from homosexuality. This is my third post and I have been convicted twice (once at work and last night in bed) and didn't respond. I felt a deep sadness each time. I see what's truly in my heart and I don't want to be given over to this. I examined myself since I thought I was saved and all I did was sin less, not truly repent. I know that I'm alive by God's grace only and I'll keep crying out to Him. I'm sorry for cluttering the site with my post but I don't want to go to hell or blaspheme the Holy Spirit. I see that I'm a very selfish person not to respond twice to the Holy Spirit. I'm not giving up and I don't want people to feel sorry for me but please pray for me. These are the last days and I can't believe how foolish I am and how deceived I am. I keep claiming I want to be delivered and saved and when God stretched out His hand I slapped it away. I have had so much grace poured out on my life and I've blown it. I know while I'm alive (by God's Grace) there is still hope but I have to choose. I know there is no repentance in hell and I don't want to go there and the sign of the times is Jesus is coming soon. I'm sorry for posting the same thing but would you please pray for me? I'm stupid, stubborn, and selfish but I want to be saved and delivered. A friend of mine told me to pray for my salvation and deliverance.

