God bless you. I know that you are not in a very good position. You are in despair, just wanting to be accepted, just wanting to be loved. Sometimes we seek love and acceptance from those who reject us. But stop right here and turn to Jesus, He can love you more than anyone else. Pour out your heart to Jesus and plead your cause to Him. He will satisfy your soul, refresh you, give you songs of joy where you will leap like a deer, where you will have no limit. Jesus will satisfy your thirst and longings. Father I pray for this young lady to trust in You, to lean on You, to talk personally to You, to seek Your face, to cry to You, when she feels rejected to come to You, so your Holy Spirit will comfort her and supply all her needs. Father I pray for her salvation in Jesus name. Lord she is crying for you, for you are love, Father visit her. Father as she comes to you and seeks you, may you make a pillar of stone to her in law, and show them your love and minister to them. For what Satan meant for evil, You will turn it around for good. I pray that you will send a godly woman in her life to be a friend, to her in Jesus name.
Please read your Bible and feed on the work of God's word and be encouraged. For if you don't feed on God's words, how can you be encouraged?