Anitaprayer
Disciple of Prayer
My sister and brother hate me. They have made my life so sad, a living hell on earth. They are so mean and nasty to me. I have never done anything to either one except be nice and do everything I can for them and their children. In return not even when I am sick will they be nice to me. I sacrificed my whole life to help them and they will do nothing for me. My sister is the most vicious of all. She slaughters me on FB talks badly about me to everyone. She looks at me and walks away as if I have done something to her and I have not. Something is mentally wrong with my sister. She blames me for her unhappiness in life. I have a fiance and because she doesn't she behaves as if it's my fault. She makes things up about me and goes out her way to turn nearly everyone against me. A year ago she tried to turn my own fiance against me. My sister had a fight with a man she dated and right after she attacked me, banging on my door calling me horrible names and cursing at me and screaming like a mad woman. No one ever says anything to help me. She then continued harassing me for months. She wouldn't leave me alone or stop spreading nasty lies and rumors about me. No one stood up for me then either. She told me I should commit suicide and that I was completely worthless. It makes no sense when my mother and I take care of her children, she does nothing. Again, no one ever stopped her or stood up for me. I had done nothing to her at all. I asked my mother for help and she did nothing. My siblings have beat me and my mother does nothing. I have prayed since I was a child for deliverance. I have been abused all my entire life. I beg of God to help me so I can walk completely away from my family. I have done all I can do and been so damaged from their total and complete unusual cruel behavior. Please God provide for me so I can just go as soon as possible. Please God send me real Godly people in my life that will be like family to me. God please I have suffered at the hands of my sister for so long. God, have mercy on me. Jesus I cannot take anymore. Jesus please. God they won't work or pay bills, clean or take care of their children. Messiah something is wrong. They will lay in bed all day and will not clean. That's not normal year after year. Lord my brother won't shower regularly or wash his clothes, just play video games sun up to sundown. That's not normal behavior year after year. They would rather allow the utilities be shut off instead of working and paying their share. My sister won't do nothing for her own children, nothing. Jesus, Master, Messiah hear my pleading for help tonight. Lord I need you! I cannot live this way no more. I need miracles! I need the Holy Spirit to convict in this place! God when cities were wicked and harmed your people you would deliver them to a new land and come against the wicked people in that city. Jesus! Help me, please don't pass me by. JESUS PLEASE HELP ME RIGHT NOW. GOD, I KNOW YOU ARE ABLE. Examine me, Lord you know what they have done to me. Please don't allow this to continue. I am so very sad.
