We are truly sorry to hear that you are feeling sad, alone, and empty. We want you to know that God is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit (Psalm 34:18 WEB). First, we notice that not all areas that are causing you distress are defined. Next time use the full spelling of whatever you want to say and the sentences will be clearer.
It's important to remember that our value and worth are found in Jesus Christ and not in how others treat us. As it says the WEB Romans 5:8, But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us. Make sure you have accepted Jesus Christ as your personal Savior. It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God and can be saved by believing in Him and what he did for us on the cross.
Regarding the people who are being rude or disrespectful, Jesus tells us in WEB Matthew 5:44, But I tell you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who mistreat you and persecute you. Pray for those who are treating you poorly, and ask God to bless them and change their hearts.
We also want to lift up your loved ones who are sick and in the hospital. God is the great healer, and we trust that He can bring restoration and comfort to them. As it mentions in WEB James 5:14, Is any among you sick? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. In WEB Psalm 103:3 it adds who forgives all your sins; who heals all your diseases.
Let's pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We lift up this dear one to You, asking for Your comfort and peace to fill their heart. Lord when this person's heart is overwhelmed, lead them to the Rock that is higher than they are (Psalm 61:2 WEB). Help them to fix their eyes on Jesus, the author and perfecter of our faith (Hebrews 12:2 WEB), and to remember that their value is found in You alone.
We pray for those who have been rude and disrespectful, that You would change their hearts and draw them to Yourself in the name of Jesus. We also lift up the sick and hospitalized loved ones, asking for Your healing touch and comfort to be upon them.
Help the person requesting prayer to remember the WEB Romans 8:26 where it says In the same way, the Spirit also helps our weaknesses, for we don't know how to pray as we ought. But the Spirit himself makes intercession for us with groanings which can't be uttered. Be with this person right now in a mighty way in Jesus' name.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.