guy in Hawaii
Disciple of Prayer
I'd like to ask you all all for your prayers please. I'm having an extremely hard time quitting meth, I just started probation, got taken in the day I had my very first hearing because I lied to the judge about using the night before because my girlfriend who doesn't know what I do other than just a drug. She's been sheltered and I don't wanna affect her in anyway cuz of my personal issues. I honestly just want it out of my life to transition into the man god has intended for me to be. I'm running away from my responsibility to make myself better because I won't throw away my pipe. So in this conclusion warriors I guess the actual request is to pray for me to get the courage and strength needed to chunk my glass devil rod of the side of one of these mountains or into the deep blue. I can't throw it in a trash can cuz I would probably go back and get it. I can't sell cuz I don't think it would be right to pass my problem on to make my money back and help keep someone's habit alive. Plus I believe throwing it wherever would be such a huge release and I would have the closure that I am subconsciously seeking. Mucho mahaloz in advance and alohaz amigoz.
