B
Buckley481
Guest
I have never been in as much need of God as I am right now. My girlfriend left me and the pain is torturing me. More so because I know that I did nothing wrong but also at the fact she doesn't know that I did nothing wrong. She believes I tried to cause arguments between her and her family and friends; however, this is total rubbish and this idea is all of the result of her best friend playing piggy in the middle between the two of us and turning us against each other. I forgive everything that has been said and I need God's help now to restore things because never have I been in so much pain to the point where I can't even stomach eating. I love her that much and there isn't a day goes by that I don't miss her. I urge everyone to pray furiously for me as I feel that this relationship was meant to be and I seem to have had a rocky relationship with God over the past few years, which has led to doubt when I pray so God never hears what I say. I really want to become close to God and follow His will, which I believe is this relationship also, as it was sin that caused all problems. I was a better person when I was with her and I loved life, but now life has become just day after day looking for things to do to take away the pain. Please everyone, I need your help and God's help now.
