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Buckley481
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I have never been in as much need of God as i am right now. My girlfirend left me and the pain is torturing me. More so because i know that i did nothing wrong but also at the fact she doesn't know that i done nothing wrong. She believes i tried to cause arguements between her and her family and friends however this is total rubbish and this idea is all of the result that her best friend played piggy in the middle between the two of us and turned us against each other i forgive everything that has been said and i need God's help now to restore things because never have i been in so much pain to the point where i cant even stomach eating. I love her that much and there isnt a day goes by that i don't miss her. I urge everyone to pray furiously for me as i feel that this relationship was meant to be and i seem to have had a rocky relationship with god over the past few years which has lead to doubt when i pray so god never hears what i say. I really want to become close to god and follow his will which i believe is this relationship also as it was sin that caused all problems> i was a better person when i was with her and i loved life but now life has become just day after day looking for things to do to take away the pain. Please everyone i need your help and God's help now.
