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Stroudhill
Guest
Why is it that when I want to do things for the Lord I end up doing things for myself. It is easy to get up and do the things you want to do what the flesh desires. But when it comes to God I nearly become lazy and try to blow off God. Then later regret what I done. How can I love and say I love Him if I'm not doing the things he called me to. How can I say I love Him when I put this world before Him and call Him every time I need something? I hate it. I hate myself for doing this day in and day out. Oh how I long for His presence. Oh how I long I long to speak to Him daily and share my life with Him again. I'm tired of being what I've become. I'm tired of feeling so comfortable in this world and being a part of this world. I'm tired of living for me. It's time that I return home to my Father who waits for me. Who still loves me despite of what I done. Lord help me to remember your teachings you taught all those years ago.
