SON OF THE KING
Servant of All
Please, Take a moment to lift up all the requests and needs held within this website. My wife left me 7 months ago; she has anxiety issues which have kept me bound to my property for 5 years, unable to even spend time enjoying everyday activities with my children. Her anxieties, which I submitted to (under the banner of love bears all things), caused her so much guilt because I was basically a prisoner. She is unable to accept me looking at any other woman; I have explained over and over that to find others attractive is not unnatural, that just because they are attractive does not mean I love them or have unhealthy intentions. She bottles her emotions, drinks, then becomes a totally different person, often violent and abusive. I love her deeply and spent the first 3-4 months of the separation daily breaking down, crying often 3-4 x a day. I am juggling the day-to-day care of my two children, household duties. I live in New Zealand and own a 30-acre piece of land, a lot to cope with along with the grief and stress associated with separation. I pray regularly for healing and restoration; there are many other side issues along with her anxieties. She is a non-believer and says she can't see a way to return home or how to overcome her mindsets. The separation is making things more difficult to navigate; she is opposed to any of my advice and is not open to even taking small steps to recovery with me at home at a pace that suits her. So, because I now have to go out and do things like shopping and have returned to church and done some recreational activities with my children, I find myself regularly verbally abused, hung up on, or totally ignored as in her mind I am doing these things to hurt her, while she is going to concerts, parties, and often has drinks with friends at her flat—all of which hurt me as she often calls me drunk full of bitterness, spite, resentment, and anger.....Help, this is such a mess...please pray for us and her salvation, a miracle or God's divine intervention, that where there seems no way He will make a way. Thank you God bless. God Bless.
