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achildofgod
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Such a very long story and one that has been very painful. I've been separated from my husband for a little over 8 years. We have a son who is 12. I have tried to end the marriage several times by divorcing several times. Each time something happened to prevent me from following through, whether it be the money to file, the mail not getting the paperwork to me fast enough, or just not feeling it in my heart anymore. Everything in me has tried to move on but my heart will not let me. I still love him as I loved him from the first time I saw him. He left me and my son many years ago. For the first time in years, he is an active part in our life via the phone. He is all the way in another continent, and there are so many barriers that are keeping us from getting back together. My son has missed his father in his life all these years, so there is much pain and hurt. Me and his father being friends again is a miracle in itself. To the point where we enjoy talking with each other on the phone. However, it has never been mentioned about a reconciliation. I am sending a prayer request for the restoration of this marriage and family. All prayers are so greatly appreciated. Lord whatever way you have for me, I will follow. Regardless if it's to save my marriage or not. After all these years, he is still single as so am I. Although we have both tried to move on by dating others, and planned on divorcing. I now know that dating others was wrong, and I must wait on God's answer to guide me on what to do. But in my heart I want my family back together.
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