lorena0peters
Disciple of Prayer
I am asking for your prayers once more. Our two babies are being affected greatly with all of the situation my husband is putting us through. My husband is going forward with the divorce. The babies are right in the middle of it. I am on my knees every night and pray that God puts love, kindness, forgiveness in his heart. He is going through something, I don't know what it is. We had an argument where he used it to get me out of the house. He has become incredibly negative about our marriage doesn't see anything positive of our life together. He's not a believer but I am. I know God has incredible plans for us. I know that I must be patient and keep having faith. He forced me into a 50/50 parenting plan and I don't see our babies everyday. I am heartbroken. I been their primary caretaker since they were born. Not being with them breaks me. He doesn't see the damage and pain he is causing. He is using them as pawns. Please pray for him. For God to work in Maarten's heart. For God to cover Aidan and Natalia in the lamb's blood and protect them. For Jesus to hold them and hug them when mommy is not near. He's done everything a person can do to destroy someone they hate. He accuses me of having mental issues, even though our counselor has not diagnosed me with any mental issues. He has tried to tell our friends that I am crazy and all. I don't understand this is the same person that said to love me only 7 weeks ago. He kissed me on Dec 31st and said "i love you". Please pray for God to work on his mind, his heart. I miss my family. My stepson, my husband. Please pray for whatever is attacking him, his mind for God to heal and free him from it. He has placed a no contact order which means that we can't communicate directly with each other, not even about the kids. He wants to keep hurting me, I spoke to our marriage counselor and he said that he is choosing to stay angry, he is choosing to remain negative, and he will probably keep hurting me. I don't know what else to do. I have done everything he has asked. I been humble, pray for him every night, I don't know what else to do. Please continue to pray for us.
